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SSMom - 2008-09-28 17:03:00
Nicim? What happened? I figured you went quiet because you were finally happy and finding the things you need in life. But now it sounds like that is not the case? As far as the entry... I struggle with the same things...but partly because I really don't trust that some of the people in my life have my best interest at heart. Some of the things they have encouraged me to do have been unhealthy and dangerous.... So I think you have to really listen, but I think we all still have to trust our own gut, too. Don't lose faith in yourself--that you keep believing in love after all these horrible experiences... truly is beautiful!
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Rosie - 2008-09-28 17:13:02
When one gets on a Karma-coaster, there ain't shit you can do to get off! Also, I think for a while there, when you were so sick, it was something to cling to...a small spot of "happy thoughts", whether it was an illusion or not.

I do hope things are going well for you darlin'.
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Blue Opal - 2008-09-28 23:22:48
We don't listen because sometimes even friends and family can be wrong - even when they encourage and uplift you. I found that out, too. Though you're right: all too often I ignore those who truly love me, especially (at least in my case) when they're a mere echo of what my own sensibilities tell me but I am ignoring.
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mpeacock - 2008-09-29 00:32:09
I am going through the same exact thing right now. I am so sorry, yet I do not listen too. :( Hoping and holding on hurts less than letting go right now, but I know it WILL hurt more later if he does it for a THIRD time. :(
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Poolie - 2008-09-29 07:17:57
We don't listen because our need to have something supercedes our reason. Some day, when you are ready, I will tell you all I know about Michael.
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Curiouoso* - 2008-09-30 03:35:18
Hey Nici...I'm hoping all works out in the end. I hope your daughter and family are happy and getting along with you. It seems like only yesterday that I saw you in New York and everything in your life was firing on all cylinders. You are so special I'm sure things will come around soon. Look on the bright side....I've still got a spot on my calender for us to take a long Motorcycle ride! Don't be astranger. I think a lot of us here missed you! I sure did. curiouoso* P.S. Rat Ryan (My son who was with me in N.Y.) was here tonight picking up more of his stuff. He lives in Prescott, Az now, but hasn't found a job there yet. I hope he finds a new girlfriend soon, the last one keeps trying to snag him back, and it's just not a good match. Besides Amy is really jonesing for grandkids! She was bugging Melanie again Saturday, so Mel said, "Give it up Mom, I'll just get another pomeranium if it makes you happy!"
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fightn4life - 2008-10-05 15:05:43
I find it difficult to listen to others even when my own heart is screaming the same advice...maybe we all wish for that happy ever after. Sigh... Sandyz
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